I feel so sorry for you. You don’t know how to be alone, and that will be an ailment you must live with every day of your life. Solitude brings peace, and you don’t know how to accept it. Being alone would mean facing yourself, and you’re too afraid to do so. Does another conquest make it easier? Can you still look them in the eyes and pretend to care? She broke you down a long time ago, now you’re just going through the motions.
I miss you:(